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Saturday, May 14, 2005

爱到妥协, 到头来还是无解, 绑着你不让你飞, 历史不断重演, 我好累..


Juz reached home.. *sighs* Went home all by myself.. *glums* Cuz dear woke up late fer his bike test.. *dotx* Was so damn irritated wif dear last nite.. Left mi all alone in da room den slpt so damn soundly.. wth.. Got mi so upset tat i teared abit.. Thnk god willard was ard ta acc moi.. Thnks buddy.. U're alwaz there fer mi de.. Appreciated it loads.. Go & brush up on ur shooting skills la.. I'm alreadi better dan u le.. *lols* Sorrie fer waking u up dis morn though.. *oopx* Now my eyes & urs r da same le.. *lols* Red red de, so painful.. *sobx*

Dunno whether ta go fer dear's bdae celebration later anot.. *sighs* He nv reallie put himself in my shoes de lo.. I dunno his frens.. Den summore he invited his ex-gfs over tooz.. Walau, i'm so odd canz? *sianz* Sumtimes i reallie wonder.. Does he reallie care fer mi anot? *sighs* He's sumtimes hot, sumtimes cold towards mi.. Unpredictable..

Chunqing & i watched da same movie last nite leh! So qiao! *hahax* But he damn lousy sia.. Scared until legs numbz.. *lols* Amityville.. Said ta b horror but kaoz! More like Ra leh.. >.< Stupid YT, intro tat kinda movie ta moi.. *dotx* Should haf watched my "wu yan zu" instead.. But it's ok.. Though da movie sarks, i'm so happie ta watch it wif my dear.. *hyuks*

I dunno y, ever since i told guys ard mi tat i've got ivan le.. All their tones sounded so weirdz.. *dotx* 1st, it was tat *TOOTS* , followed by Ben, den Max, Shawn.. I haven't tell Mickie yet.. *sighs* dunno how to break it to him..

Dear, if u r reading dis entry.. I juz wanna sae tat i juz wish ta jian jian dan dan b wif u 4ever k? Can we? Last nite, i wanted to tell u tat i love u.. But dunno y, i juz can't bring myself tat tell u tat.. Can u b more sensitive towards mi? It's nice ta ard fool & play ard wif u but sumtimes, a little bit of sensitivity is oso needed.. I do, cherish u..

there's a millions reasons why i cry..
hold my covers tight and close my eyes..
cause i don't wanna be alone..



Without you

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