I guess the truth is finallie out.. It was wishful thinking on my part afterall... Time & time again......... I hid in a corner, thinking........ Time & time again........... I face the wall, crying.......... Time & time again.......... I woke up, with tears streaming down my face............ Time & time again........ I guess those memories were never enough to make you turn around & think... What we've been through were never enough to leave a deep impression in your heart as it left in mine... Sorry my dearest, i failed. I failed as a girlfriend, I failed as a life-partner.. What i have, i gave it my all, i gave it my best shot.. But i guess............ My best, was never enough. Nothing is enough for you. After all this time, i hoped & prayed that you can use your heart to feel. Because seeing is never enough. Sadly, it never made you take a single step back. Maybe to you, our memories meant nothing. Just a mere past you can dismiss without giving it a single thought. But to me, it meant everything. Simply because you are my everything. Its hard to bid farewell.. I've tried. But no matter how hard i forced myself to look forward. I turned....... To look at you, at our past. I trembled.. & i collapsed in tears. I'm tired... Reallie tired....
