Ah ho called just now, asking bout Yuen... I dinch know that he planned everything beforehand. It sounds like that to me. I'm unsure. Or maybe i'm convincing myself to be unsure. I dunno anymore. In a state of shock.
Why did you choose to come back? Why did you choose to leave in the 1st place? Why did you choose to come barging into my world? Or..................... Maybe you were never in my world in the 1st place.....
I know i shouldn't be affected by it anymore. I know i shouldn't even bother bout it. I know he's gone forever. I know he was never meant to be. But pls. Tell me how to? How to be unaffected by his news. How to pretend that it never happened. How to? I know he's coming back. Or maybe he's already back. Or....or..........................................
Chee Jit Yuen, i have my doubts & fears. But on the other hand, the feelings are still there.
