Cabbed to sch todae. Dinch wanna b late fer Jassly's event. Mux support. But who noes? Shit happens. It reallie does happens ALL DA TIME. Frens u guys said. But REALLIE? I haf my doubts, seriously. Ur event. But who's helping? All da others except fer mi. Did u guys ever bothered ta include mi? I doubt. I was left alone dis morn, or u guys dinch even bother at all. Mabbe i'm jux plain invisible? OR jux plain useless? I dunno` Dunch wanna noe either. Was feeling so darn disappointed. Dou i was sick. I still cabbed ta sch. 4get it` Went ta my family doc. Results? I'm suffering fr stress. Led all to my daily headaches & on off fever. I noe wats da cause of it. But i gotta endure. I'm in charge of sponsors. But do i ever noe wats going on in my grp? No. Did u guys ever bother including mi in ur small lil groupsy conversations? Nahhs` Include Lar but not mi. Even SH noes tat lar's going ta collect NEwater todae. Do i noe? Do u guys even bother ta inform? Nahhhs` I wanted to help. But dis & tat, no. no. no. Its supposed ta b a GRP thingy` Aint 1 of those groupsy groupsy outings u haf. Considerate, u said. But haf u ever tot of urselves? U tok among urselves, wif ur backs facing mi. How was i supposed ta feel? Act nonchalant? Haf it ever occurred ta u guys tat u've hurt wif ur actions? Nahhs` U guys known each other fer a longer period of time, i noe. It simply means u guys r alreadi used ta each other's working style. But helloo?? NOT everyone. 4get it` Enuf said. It aint gonna change anithing.
