Pk's remark made mi realised da truth. Da truth tat i was avoiding all along. He's a nobody ta mi. Its true. But how hurting. Da truth hurts. Truckloads` Sumhow, tears found their way thru. Flowed down. =\ Ain't i useless? Wateverrr` I tink i shall mia fer awhile.. No point being here where i'm not needed.