Backkk..Kinda tired now` Aniwae, been tinking much lately. Time passes so fast.A yr's over, jux like tat. Tinking back................ A yr ago, todae.. Weihao & i met. Fell in love. Fell outta love too. Hearts were broken. (mainly mine) It was sweet. Reallie sweet. A memory which i doubt i'll ever forget. Sumth tat i've nv told anyone. Not even vannie. Da reason y i dunch wanna go fer 56's concert.. Is partly bcuz of him too. We knew each other bcuz of 56. A yr ago, at da jungiery concert. I could nv forget. 7856, u guys knew wat happened back there. He was da one who comforted mi da whole nite. All da way till morn. *hurrs* I felt nth but bliss at tat moment. We fell fer each other. Fast. Stuck ta each other like glue. *doinks* He was da 1st guy who reallie click. As in reallie click. Haf u ever met a guy, who can read ur mind? Who'll make da same choices as u? Smses tat we sent ta each other, at da same time. Every single time. We were practicallie like twins. It was unbelievable. Exaggerating? Not. As expected, in r/s, there's bound ta b probs. Things happened too quick. Ended so soon. Was it me? Or da fault lies wif u? *shrugs* It doesn't matter animore. Though it was so long ago. There're sum things tat i can nv face w/o tinking of u. Mayday's masa. Every tue @ 10am. 18th. 56. Xiaobei. Xiang. Cantonese. most imptly, shagua.
All da pain i went thru. Got myself drunk almost every other dae. Cry myself ta slp. I changed. Completely. Fr a v.bubbly gal...........To sumone i hardly noe. I seldom smile. Took myself mths ta stand up. Countless falls ta make mi strong again. Finallie, i can face my frens once again. Den i realised, It was u who was running away fr reality. Not mi.
I noe i dunch love u animore. But still......... =) I thank u fer da bittersweet memories. Till now, i still wonder...................
- gone - - i nid time ta free da pain i haf inside of mi -
