Listening to Candy lo & Wang li hong's "hao xin fen shou".. Da cantonese version.. Veri nice..
(pardon moi..It's gonna b quite a long entry..)
Yeahyeah~ I'M HERE.. *dotx* Otherwise ppl would b complaining y i dinch blog fer so long.. >.< Juz dunch feel like blogging le.. *sighs* Cut moi sum slack k? I'm reallie feeling rotten dis few daes.. But.. DUNCH ever accused mi of tinking too much or i'll juz slapppp da hell outta u! Cuz i realised tat when ppl commented tat it's moi who alwaz tink too much, u're WRONG! WooBoy, u're so damn wrong! When i start tinking, it's fer a reason.. MF! Feelings tat i'm currently experiencing cannot b expressed into words.. I reallie dunno how to react le.. Neither do i noe how to respond le.. Numbx? Coward? Failure? I guess i'm juz as confused as u guys who r guessing how i'm feeling now.. Da smiles & laughters u guys alwaz witnessed r juz sheer opp of wat i'm feeling inside..
At 1st, i tot i was a failure.. Wasn't a gd gf.. Not understanding enuf.. So bitchified.. Totallie sarky gf.. Not caring.. Being a pest.. Annoying.. But, crabbies reallie do haf da tendancy da noe da truth.. *cringes* I was juz a toy? R u juz using mi ta 4get her? No matter how true or how gd i treat u, no matter how i put my whole heart & soul into dis r/s, u still wun love mi.. Simply cuz u nv did in da 1st place.. As simple as ABC.. How foolish i was.. Dunch ever sae i tink too much, u noe it deep down inside..
Is she reallie tat gd? Mabbe ba.. I found out a whole load more dan wat i expected.. Thnks huh.. Reallie thnks.. Wat was it tat we've shared? Was tat a bunch of craps ta u? Was tat juz a normal fren? Is tat how u treat a normal gal fren? Wow~ I reallie am SPEECHLESS.. How u treated mi, i wun 4get.. I dinch blame ya.. Nv will too.. Mabbe da both of us were at fault ba.. Dunno wat happened ta my sensible self.. Went bonkers.. Ain't tinking properly, did so much foolish things..
Even till now my wrist still hurtz alot.. *sighs* But hey, it's my life.. I face da music all by myself.. Ppl do make mistakes when they concentrate too much on a thing, lost their way & ain't tinking straight.. Juz hope tat, u can live happily fr now on.. If u reallie love her.. Juz wish her happiness ba.. Go & find sum gal tat u can reallie click ba.. I'll alwaz love u.. Tat i noe.. But.. Ur happiness means so much more ta moi..I'll nv 4get da past we've shared though it means nth ta u at all.. //-Frensforever//- It's back ta singlehood fer crabby now.. No more r/s le.. It's reallie tiring, loving sumone wholeheartedly.. Juz gonna enjoy life wif my frens & sistas.. All males, SCRAM! SHOO!
Sarah called todae.. Wooboy! How nice! We r reallie gonna b SO close le.. *pukez* Her childcare centre attachment is juz beside my blk? As in, beside my hse? *cries* I'll warn everyone 1st k?
*dotx* I scalded my ankle juz now, wif a crag butt.. *cringes* Sorrieee~ I noe, i promised tat i wun smoke.. I dinch! *hands up* I dinch.. Got blister le! *sobx* Veri red & painful leh! Sarks la! *oopx* I juz burst da blister! *SCREAMS* PAIN!!!!!!!!! *cries*
To : TAT SPASTIC MF ??? in my taggie.. Fuck off la! Who da hell r u.. Walau~ Sg is reallie full of MFs like u sia! In case u dunno wat is MF.. MUTHA FUCKA, understood? Gd~ GET LOST!
To : Vannie.. I blogged le..*stix tongue out* Dunch tell ah wei bout moi being nottie k?
//-5 jUnE 2oo5//-
Listening ta Lin Zhi Xuan's "shuo bu chu de gao bie".. My current bloggie song.. Super nice!!! I tink fr da min i dl-ed dis song till now.. Listened fer more dan 100 times le.. No kidding!
Was rotting yst.. Dunch feel like going out even though i'm bored ta death.. Went jogging.. Ran all da way.. Ran wif all my might.. Dunch wanna tink.. Not even a single bit.. But, i noe.. I'll still tink no matter wat.. Wanted to go swimming but YT not free..*dotx* Went jogging.. & Skipping? Yes, i'm TAT boredz & frustrated.. *sighs* My mum tot i was crazi.. Kept on running & running.. I reallie dunno wat to do le..*grimaces* Y muz u hurt moi? Can't u put da past behind u? Am i reallie tat bad? Watever ba.. Suit urself..
Dunno wat ta blog le.. Gonna quit bloggin soon ba? Hmmmmm.......................
