I juz dunno y.. Y cant frens b more supportive? I'm alreadi going thru so mani things le.. Da least, u can do is show mi sum support.. *sighs* I cried.. Twice.. WTF.. !st, it was dear.. 2ndly, my mirror image made mi cry again.. My head hurtz alot.. Reallie in sheer pain now.. Pls, i reallie beg u.. Dunch sae le k? I noe u care.. I noe.. But pls la, da guy tat u hate is my bf lo.. *sighs* I'm torn in da middle.. He's trying veri hard le.. I noe he is.. We both r.. Juz gif him time.. I trust him.. I dun wanna tink so much le.. It feels as though i'm treading on eggshells now.. Everything's so sensitive.. Him.. Mi.. U.. *sighs* Pressure fr both sides.. Make tat 3.. Fr my parents too.. They've been nagging & nagging fer da past few daes.. Until i reallie cannot take it le.. Den my freaking hp chose ta break down at dis point of time.. wth.. *stressed* Sum other ppl kip on telling mi ta smile, cheer up.. But they dunno wat am i reallie going thru lo.. U tink its so easy fer mi ta smile & laugh ar? I'm not an actress.. I can't act.. I dunch wanna act too.. I'm feeling terrible enuf le..
Buddy, if u reallie care fer mi.. Dun hate him k? I reallie wan u guys to get along.. *sighs*
Dear, i noe tat u're trying.. U're juz not used ta having a gf, an extra person to take care of.. I'll gif u time.. I'm willing to wait.. As long as i noe tat u're willing to try.. But pls, dunch ever sae those kinda hurting words le can? Reallie hurted mi alot..
