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Friday, May 20, 2005

爱到妥协, 到头来还是无解, 绑着你不让你飞, 历史不断重演, 我好累..



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Listening to Kone's 'first love'..

I reallie dunno wat's real & wat's not le.. Am toking ta Shawn now.. *dotx* He has da same reaction as willard.. *sighs* I oso dunno la.. So confused.. Dear juz replied.. Finallie! After dunno how mani msgs i've sent todae.. He replied saying tat he's busy.. But dunno y.. Suddenly, i tot of da extra batt thingy.. Last week, he 4got ta bring his extra batt.. So he cant call mi.. But dis week he got bring.. Oso dinch call mi wat.. *dotx* Or izzit.. He brought his batt ta call & chat wif another gal? *sighs* I'm caught in da middle now.. I wanna noe wat's going on but den again.. I dunch wanna noe da truth too.. Dammitz.. How i hate myself fer being like dis! Juz dun, dun dun dun DUN ever hurt mi k? I beg u..
*forces myself not ta tink in a bad way*
Dunch wanna blog le.. I dunch wanna tink le.. It's too painful.. Reallie painful..
*sobz*
*runs away fr reality*


[[4.42pm]]

Listening to 'zhen yi zhi yan, bi yi zhi yan'..

Juz came back fr causeway point.. *ROARS* I hate nokiacare!! They got da cheek ta ask mi to cum back & check 3 daes later.. 3 more stupid daes! Summore not cfm can collect my hp! *ROARS* How can i survive any long w/o my hp?! *shrieks*

Received dear's morn call todae.. *melts* So sweet! *lolx* I love hearing his voice! Was kinda blur dis morn.. *bleahx* But he's so sweet.. Even msged mi after he woke mi up.. *sillie grinz* Too bad dear has guard duty todae so cannot book out.. *pouts* I wanna c him! *hurmphx* But dinch receive animore msgs fr him liaoz leh.. *dotx* MIA again! =.= Dinch even reply my msgs.. *sulks* Everytime oso liddat de.. Da happiness doesn't last long sia.. >.<

Went out wif YT todae.. Ate pastamania.. *HAHA* So full.. Took lovegety too.. >.< I noe, i noe.. Nowadaes, nobody takes lovegetys le.. *lolx* Dunno y on earth did we took it too.. But spastic la.. I look so pale lo.. Not nice.. *sulks* Too pale le.. Oh, i'm so hard ta please.. *lolx*

Bought a new watch too.. Walau~ Todae suay la.. Dunno y suddenly dropped my watch.. Dropped twice liaoz.. Den da glass broke.. *omg* >.<" *sobx*



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