Juz reached home.. Was at dear's hse dis few daes.. *dotx* Dunno y i'm not used ta being in my own hse le.. *omg* So strange lo.. *sighs* Gotten used ta being in dear's hse liaoz ba.. I reallie dunno y is he acting so weirdz lo.. Sumtimes hot, sumtimes cold.. At home, he's so nice ta mi.. Den when we r outside, he's a completely diff guy.. *dotx* I reallie dunno wat to do sia.. I dunch wan him ta tink tat i'm so unreasonable.. Tats y got alot of things i oso dunno how ta bring myself ta let him noe.. I reallie dunch undersand y, at nite & in da morn.. He's like 2 totallie diff guys lo.. I dunch wanna anyhow tink le.. But i reallie cannot help it lo.. It's making mi crazi.. Can u pls pls pls dunch treat mi liddat anot? *dotx* Am SO freaking boredz at home! Dis is da 1st time in my entire life i'm SO boredz! WTH is wrong la?? I dunch wanna disturb dear.. He saes he's tiredz so let him rest lo.. Fr now on, when he wans ta contact mi den he contact mi lo.. I wun go & disturb him.. Gonna gif him da space tat he wanted.. Mabbe in tat way, he'll b happier ba.. *sighs* Dis upcoming weekend, dunno whether can c him anot.. He saes tat he's going out wif his frens.. *sighs* I'm so freaking madded canz??? I've grown so attached ta him le.. Tat now, if i dunch c him.. It feels so weirdz.. Hmmm... I muz b outta my mind liaoz.. *pulls hair*
[[15 may 05]]
Was at dear's hse rotting as usual.. Was doing my stuffs.. Not reallie doing my things lo.. I had NTH to do at all lo.. Den dear was entertaining himself watching anime all da way.. Hecked mi lo.. Gave mi attitude summore lo.. Walau~ Bth.. I alreadi tried ta tok nicely ta him le.. Still shoot mi.. *pek cek* Den he still got da cheek ta tok ta gals on da phone! *ARGHS* Qi si wo le!! Den i was alreadi SO angry tat my bu shuang-ness had alreadi showed on my stupid face.. He still can ask mi y am i so angry sia?!! WTH.. *bleahx* To make things worse, i 4got ta sign out of my msn acc.. He was toking ta my didi fer goodness sake! *grrs* Dunno wat they tok bout lo.. Refused ta tell mi.. *ROARS* Was so irritated tat i was complaining ta vannie on da phone.. *headache* But after a while, he's ok le.. Fed mi panadol & whisked mi off ta bed.. *lolx* everything was normal until da next morn.. *dotx*
[[I promised tat i'll learn how to b a better gf]] [[Learning how to appreciate him more]] [[16 may, u promised mi..]] [[Pls dunch break it k?]] [[Dunch ever ever break it..]]
